And a health that was definitely deteriorating
Relationships, I had entered and exited
and the pain that still lingered
My tantrums were accelerating
I was always being suspicious
She said, "My caress had turned cold"
Tired, I was of having bloodshot eyes
and a breath so pungent
Sick, I became of burying my problems
My crippling reasoning ability
made me pregnant with depression
I was losing control
The hangovers got worse
The hallucinations did not cease
I was losing sight. No focus. No goals.
I looked older, than I should
Insecurities were tearing me apart
and I saw my job slip by
To wake in a pool of vomit
was beyond what I had fathomed
What had started off as something small
and blown into a nightmare
And as I saw my self get consumed
I realized I needed help
I resolved to say goodbye.
*Picture courtesy : http://killdepresion.blogspot.ae*
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